This year has been one of the most successful in my life on several fronts. I've been operating at maximum speed and accomplishing more than I thought possible.
So now I'm five days into my Christmas holidays and realise that I don't actually enjoy having nothing to do. I don't enjoy not having some structure, even to creativity. I've found that creativity switches on when you give it some time every single day. That passion appears when you summon it, not when you wait for it. That fulfilment comes from effort, not from relaxation.
So tomorrow I'm going to get busy.